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"I Have Never Really Made A Friend"

My personality is disordered by order,
never allowing an ounce of existence
to coexist beyond my faults.
Life is a constant sigh slipping
violently against the night and gone--
the subtle reality: my sadness creeps
as a slug along the bend
of the plantain leaf arc
of the long, brutish play.  The dream
devours.

--2018

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2019 Is Coming

I Am Reorganizing My Life.
Finding out things about why I am at the point I am.
Things have changed since I last posted here.
My story is terrible, boring, and only just beginning.
If I can help at least one person to not go the routes I have,
then hell will have been worth it.

I'm thinking about starting a youtube series about life.
It will be divided between four topics:

Massive Weight Loss.
Working Class Economics 101.
My Personality Disorder.
Art, Poetry, Politics, Retirement Investing, Rookie Investing, Etc.

I'm nervous and anxious...and ready to go.

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More soon.